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So ovethe past four
years or so, I gradually came out to myself more
and more, and began to consider the possibility of one day, way down
the
line, coming out to someone else. There was so much along the way that
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as,
for instance, Mark Slackmeyer, the Doonesbury character with whom I
had
always most closely identified, having come out in the strip. Another
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and negative, noting their reading recommendations ...
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